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The Truth Is Out.
Wednesday, December 9, 2009 / 9:31 PM ♥
Okay, so where am I going to start... no idea. IM JUST GOING TO RANT! This situation is just getting ridiculous, like its been going on since grade 9. And now, we're all in our first year university. It's been going on for like 4 years. Like before, when I believed every word that came out of your mouth, I cared about you and I tried to help you get through your problems. But now, I laugh at you. Literally, I take your 'problems' as a joke. Why? Because they're not true! The stuff you're telling me, it's pathetic. Like come on, what kind of person has problems EVERY SINGLE TIME THEY TALK TO ME. Jeez, like haven't you noticed yet that there are some people that just don't message you on msn ? Like me ? I never message you because all you do is tell me your stupid problems. blah blah blah, dead, blah blah blah, sex, blah blah blah, pregnant, blah blah blah, abortions, blah blah blah, medical conditions, blah blah blah! SORRY, but we're 18 years old. Like how many people can you sleep with? Or like why does everyone you know seem to die ?! Or how many times have you been on your deathbed?! Like honestly, this is just retarded. Does it look like I tell you about my life ? Umm, no. Why? because every time I talk to you, you have like 1034349734938298324 problems to tell me and it overwhelms me. It's so late when I finish talking to you anyways. Sorry, but rather sleep then tell you about my life. Okay, let me tell you something, I HAVE MORALS. Before, when I tried to help you through your problems, I would tell you not to do this and that right, and what do you do, you go and fucking do it. Like the time when you claim that your boyfriend cheated on you, and what do you do, you go and get in bed with someone else? And then you would send me fuck up emails telling me that you did this and now you regret it. Umm, after telling you what happen with my summer and then hearing yours and for some reason, I didn't believe it at all. Like, it was so similar to mine story except for the sleeping part. And what kind of rich boyfriend would travel back and forth from Canada and Italy just to be with you? Sorry, but if he was really rich, like you said so, he wouldn't care much about your ridiculous problems either. Seriously, how many rich teenage boy would go around and worried about problems? You know what really pissed me off, when I tried to help you and you made me feel like shit. Okay, I'm giving up my time to help you and listen to your problems and every advice I give to you goes through one ear and out the other. OR, when you say things like, "you don't know how I feel" NO SHIT, I am actually satisfied with my life. I don't go around telling people I want to kill myself, okay! Unlike you, I am actually thankful for the people I have in my life, including my parents. So, don't go and tell me that you have a mess up family when there are people out there who don't have parents at all. OR, when I'm listening to your stories and I have nothing to say, and you tell me "it feels like I'm talking to a wall," sorry, but umm, what am I suppose to say to you ? Um, don't do it or ? I've been telling you that for the past 2 years, and I always get an email the next day that you fucked up again. Honestly, I probably have like 100 of those emails. Can't you be thankful that I am actually listening to what you have to say. And you what else is funny, every story you tell me, its always on msn or email. It's never in person. Hmm, kinda suspicious, don't you think? Ever since university, I've been focusing and working alot. Well, I am paying for my education. I haven't talked to alot of people in general from high school. But you have the fucking guts to fucking tell me "so what ur seyn is that when i really need to talk to u... u'll just ignore me bcuz school." EXCUSE ME, it's my life. I want a good future. WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE TRYING TO MAKE ME FEEL GUILTY?! MY LIFE DOESN'T REVOLVE AROUND YOU AND YOUR MESSED UP LIFE. How many 'friends' did you tell your ridiculous stories to ? Umm, alot right? And who kept by your side throughout high school, me. I talked to a couple of those friends about you, and for some reason, they all seem to get rid of you out of their life. We all wanted to comfort you, but no one had the guts too because we're all too nice of a friend. But honestly, I'm done playing the nice friend who always have to cope with your problems with you. Like I worried about you for no reason! Honestly, I'm so happy that I don't have to see you anymore. I managed to avoid you all summer and I am so glad that you are not at the same school as me. I am not the same person from high school. Well, I don't think so anyways. I lost trust in a lot of people so I only keep those that I know are my friends tight. The ones that I will tell my stories too. Before, I would be a friend to anyone, even to the people I don't really like. Nowaday, I won't bother to talk. But seriously, I could careless where you go. Like, I don't need you in my life and I definitely do not want you in my life. I want friends that will make me smile and laugh when I talk to them, not friends that overwhelms me with their ridiculous stories. This is why I prefer to hang out with guys. Girls like you are too dramatic about their life. 'Omg, this and that happen. I want to go kill myself.' Like seriously, FUCKING GROW UP. LIFE IS HARD, LEARN TO ACCEPT IT AND GET OVER IT. MOVE ON. JEEBUS! |
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