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Lately, I've been feeling so ... Honestly, words can't described how I am feeling right now because I don't even know myself. There are days when I feel fine and there are days when I just feel out of place. I stopped going on msn and haven't text much either. I just don't feel like talking to anyone. I don't know why I'm feeling like this and I have no idea what is wrong with me. I have everything I need. I have a loving family. I have wonderful friends. I have a great boyfriend. I have a chance to get an education. I have a dog to love. I have a good job. I have enough money to satisfy my needs. So what is wrong with me ?

I went out on the weekends with a couple of friends and I got to meet new people, and I just felt blah. I had a lot of fun but I wasn't myself. Usually, I love to talk and giggle and get to know the people I just met, but honestly, I felt so shy and quiet AND that's not normal.

This is how my days have been lately, I go to school, go to work and then mope around the house. Next thing I know, a new day is starting and the same thing happens. Blah, I feel mad, angry, upset at the things I see each day... and all I just want to do is lie in my bed, curled up in a blanket and sleep.

And its already February 1st. It's 12:25 am and I should really be sleeping since I have school in a couple of hours ><"